consult today

ugh, in a couple of hours i head out for the dr appt that i'm dreading. ok, this one won't be too bad, this is just the consult. but i still don't want to go.

it's about those results, that weren't right. i have CIN1 (mild) cell changes.

it will probably be more of a meet & greet, how's it going, notice anything different scenario. but it's about girly parts & you know what, you never grow out of the - i don't want to talk about it stage - when it comes to this kind of situation.

i've had this done before, in my early 20s. i don't remember much about it, but that doesn't make it any less frightening. that appt is in a couple of weeks though.