Sunday, July 29, 2007

to the sky

Z tells me he loves me to the sky. Then he says the sky never ends, it just keeps on going...isn't that the sweetest thing ever from a 5 yr old?

Thursday, July 26, 2007

therapy results

I need to feel appreciated & loved for who I am...repeat...


how far can one bend to please another person before they just break? how much can one change to please another person but still maintain their own persona? why is middle ground still not enough? there is no winning this game

Saturday, July 21, 2007


progress is slow when you make 1 step forward, 2 steps back

Sunday, July 15, 2007


I just wish my life would go back to normal...but there's no such thing as going back right?