change is in the air

so things are weird, ok i'm feeling weird
i have 3 days left of old job, i'm good with leaving, the time has definitely come, but i am anxious about new job. they said no one comes in knowing the job, everyone has to be trained & that's why they chose me, i'm trainable. my resume showed that i went to college while i worked & that's what made me stand out.

we head to the beach in a few days, although i'm totally excited to go, it's to celebrate Z's 6th birthday (WOW!), i can not believe how quickly they grow up. it really does not seem that long ago that he was just a little bitty thing completely dependent on me. or that i was enormously pregnant that long ago, but it's true.
Z only has a few weeks left of kindergarten, then it's official, babyhood is so over, elementary school, 1st grade.

ok, good thoughts for the week, it's going to be an emotional one.