HONESTLY!!!!

so in my depressive state, i decide to cheer myself, i'm gonna watch me some Edward.

he really CAN make things better.

only he is GONE!

the site no longer has the twilight videos i've been watching for the past few months.
[sorry SM, had to do something while waiting for the dvd to come out. i didn't publish the link, i kept it all to myself in hopes that it wouldn't get popular & forced to remove Edward].

what is this world coming to?
what am i supposed to do now?
read the news?
more training?